Turning Seventeen

finally, here i'm back with my 2nd blog..ha..it feels kinda cool to get a blog again, doesn't it? this is a whole new, fresh beginning and u guys are here to witness it, even though it's far from being the greatest event in town..lol..

well, i must reali comment on sth tt attention-seeking freaks out there are denying all the time..when u start a blog, u seriously want ppl to read it..

"i did it just for the sake of expressing myself..i don't need any readers but they just come.."

cmon dudes, time to stuff a little sense into ur tiny brains..u create a blog bcuz u need to unleash those emotions in u, be it happy, sad, excited or devastated..u wan these feelings to be made known to ppl whom u noe so that they can at least try n understand hw u feel..don try to hide it with some stupid lies..if ur reali tt strong emotionally, u wouldn't need a blog in e 1st place (tis onli applies to "expressive blogs")..

i've created a new blog and i want it to be read..however, i don need e whole world to come and peek at my entries..i juz wan a couple of guys out dere who know me n some genuine frens to come c wat i've been up to again, noe hw i feel about things n know mre about me..my entries will be mre direct tis time round so feel free to shoot me if i'm in e wrong or sth ya? regarding my previous blog, i've received feedback tt my entries are mre or less similar to composition writing..ha..however, i've decided not to change my style because i feel that i can relate better to ppl tis way..n pls pardon my language frm time to time as im nt reali good at english..in fact, im reali bad at it..lol..

lets move on..

Happy Birthday to Me,
Happy Birthday to Me,
Happy Birthday to Ming Jie,
Happy Birthday to Me!!! =D

lol..tis might seem sick n narcissistic to u but if u onli succeed in noticing the sick part, you're missing out e main pt..
IT IS MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!
lol..i wonder y im getting so excited over tis..perhaps e reason is bcuz no one is celebrating it with me so i need to entertain myself..tis is wat u guys call self-entertaining ya? if u think on e gd side, at least i din indulge in a conversation with my reflection in a mirror..lol..tts wat i call sickening..

today is my birthday and i shld be feeling happy..keywords: shld be..however, im feeling extremely depressed and moody..while i was trying to mingle with my family members, i had to keep up a smile so as not to disappoint them..i hope they will feel happy for the , even if i dont..

enough of the depressing stuff, lets move on to the top 5 events which had happened in my life last year:

1) Broke Up with the Girl I've Loved Wholeheartedly
what more can i say?
regrets, regrets and more regrets..
i probably don't deserve her love in the 1st place bcuz i hurt her so badly..
there's no return..

2) 'O' Levels Preparation
favourite spot: west mall coffee bean
chatting, joking and playing around all the time
challenge my form teacher that i'll get at least an a2 for a maths, b3 for chemistry and physics..
if i lose, he can tear away my testimonial..
final results: a maths-a2, chem-a2, physics-a2

3) 'O' Levels Results
english-b3
e maths-a1
a maths-a2
chemistry-a2
physics-a2
geography-a2
chinese-a2
combined humanities-b4
music-b3

L1R5-10
L1R4-8
quite contented when amount of effort put in is taken into account..

4) Working at Bee Cheng Hiang
my first part-time job (if the mediacorp one-day part time job didnt count)
during the new year period
was an employee for one month
late for work, eating and drinking while bbq-ing, taking breaks frequently..=p

5) Entered Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Business Studies
OG--> Fanantical Masquerade
Form Class--> TB11
TB11 is formed by a bunch of cool teenagers..
can be quite studious and hardworking at times..
completely unlike a typical poly class..
to be it simply, TB11 ROCKS!!!
=D

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